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[Oct. 19th, 2005|07:46 pm] |
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| | good | ] | so columbus isn't that bad i guess. i still really really need a job. if i had money everything would be cool up here. i went to a party saturday night that was pretty fun except that i had to walk all the way from my house on 4th street down to indianola then all the way to 11th. i got a nasty blister on my heel from that walk. shaun came up later that night. we spent the day together on sunday, went shopping, walked around, and got food. it was perfect. yayyy. ok well i'm bored and extremelly hungry so i get to go try and make some sort of food. wish me luck. laterz |
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| Bye bye hair |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|10:05 pm] |
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| | hungry | ] | SOOOOO I chopped off all my hair again. This time its even shorter. Like wayyyyyyy shorter. I'm still trying to get use to it but I finally have it short enough that I can spike it in the back. I'm probably going to end up dying it pink again just cause I miss the pink hair so much. Hopefully it'll look awesome. I'll try to get some pics up soon. Might be longer than expected since my computers broke and I can't put my webcam on here. Well thats all for now kids. Later! |
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| QUIZ |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
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| | a lil better | ] |
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comStability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot: open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash Kinda sounds like me...stressed, sad, doesnt like to be alone, social, heart over mind, BUTTTTT... I'm not vain and I have no work ethc. Anywho leave a comment and let me know if you think this is me. |
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| I swear to FUCKING GOD |
[Oct. 7th, 2005|02:13 am] |
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i've been here less than a week and i already want to leave. this is insane. i want to beg my parents to let me come home, this is fucking pathetic. i want to go home. i want to see him again. i need to be held in his arms and just cry. i'm tired of crying alone to myself. i just fucking want to quit life. help me. i need it. come get me from this hell. take me home. |
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| smokie mcsmokerson |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
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| | lonely | ] | Yeah yeah yeah. Living in Columbus with Erin and Nathan and Mike. Fun times. I need a job. I'm so bored and lonely. I need some lovin. Not just from anyone of course. So my life officially sucks ball sack. I almost wish I was back in Xenia. Oh no wait nevermind I just wish everyone I liked from Xenia would move up to Columbus *cough cough*. In other news I'm missing my cats and dog so fucking bad. I cry every time I see cat scratch scars on my arms or think about all the stuff I no longer have cause they were destroyed. I wish I still had Smokey. I need money like LOTS of money. I might need to go whore myself out. Anywho I'm gonna go now. Later bitchness. |
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| I'm back!!!! |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|10:37 am] |
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| I believe- Diamond Rio |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|05:55 am] |
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| | My kitty purring | ] | Every now and then, Soft as breath upon my skin, I feel you come back again, And it's like you haven't been, Gone a moment from my side Like the tears were never cried Like the hands of time are holding you and me
And with all my heart I'm sure, We're closer than we ever were I don't have to hear or see, I've got all the proof I need |
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| Yep yep |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|09:27 pm] |
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| | stressed | ] | So I bought the new Ashlee Simpson CD. Its very good. I knew I'd like it since I had heard most of the songs on her show. Its pretty cool since shes 19, like me, and writes her own songs. I can really appreciate that.
OHHHH and I just had the best conversation ever on Yahoo: cadillac692003 : well hey r u still single ~*dAiNa*~: yes cadillac692003 : cool so i still have a chance ~*dAiNa*~: who ever said anything about us hooking up?? cadillac692003 : so do u even wanna meet me cadillac692003 : peace out have a good life ~*dAiNa*~: what the hell? ~*dAiNa*~: just because i dont want to date you, or sleep with you, you dont even want to talk to me cadillac692003 : im impatient sorry cadillac692003 : bye ~*dAiNa*~: i JUST got dumped friday night. ITS MONDAY cadillac692003 : thats cool ~*dAiNa*~: bye
Wow guys are great. Anywho still haven't had a chance to sit face to face with Shaun and talk. I hope it happens soon. I just want to get it all out in the open, work on it, then GET OVER IT!
Oh yeah, I told my parents that I didn't want to go back to Ohio State- Newark. So thats finally off my chest. And I think all this stress I've put on myself is making me sick. Blah!
I cant wait till WEDNESDAY!!!!! ROOKiE!!!!! I know at least Sarah, Kayti, and I are going, Jess might, still have to talk to Shaun, see if we can be friends and maybe he'll want to come. Eh I think I'm done for now. LaTeRz! |
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| GREAT ending |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|05:55 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] | So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Don't leave me hangin' In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be
CHORUS You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
So much for my happy ending So much for my happy ending |
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| My week |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|01:37 pm] |
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| | satisfied | ] | So in the span of about 6 days I've been getting good things left and right. First I got a call asking me if I wanted a job at the place my daddy works I was like yeah of course I do, how much am I paid???? $9.20 an hour BITCHES!!!! Then out of the blue my parents are like hey want a cell phone? you'll only have to pay $10 a month. I was like YAY! and I got to pick out which one I want and its a cute little silver flip phone where you can actually download songs as the ring tone instead of just beeps and shit. Ask me for the # if you want it. And last but not least Shaun and I became official. Bout damn time too. We've been spending every single day together. You'd think we were attached at the hip.... no wait hes too tall so it would be his hip and my belly button HA! Anywho life is good right now. Woohoo feels like I can do anything so I'm making mac and cheese, watch out now! Leave me some love peoples! |
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| Why are all mine dirty?? |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|05:06 pm] |
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| | amused | ] | I got bored so I went to the slogan generator. Heres some it made up for me with my screen name for AIM.....
A Bigflirtdaina's Too Wet Without One. Cleans Right Round The Bigflirtdaina. I Like the Bigflirtdaina in You. I Scream, You Scream, We All Scream for Bigflirtdaina. Bet You Can't Eat Bigflirtdaina. Refreshes the Bigflirtdaina Other Beers Cannot Reach.
And some for my normal name...
The Cream of Daina. The Best Daina A Man Can Get. I Can't Believe I Ate The Whole Daina. Naughty, but Daina. Make Every Daina Count. All Daina, All The Time. Have Daina Your Way.
And then some with my favorite word....
But I'd Rather Have a Bowl of BITCHES. It's Not All BITCHES, BITCHES, BITCHES, you know. BITCHES. It's What's For Dinner. Builds Bonny BITCHES. How Do You Eat Your BITCHES? I'm Not Gonna Pay A Lot For This BITCHES. 3-in-1 Protection for your BITCHES. |
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| Casey, the writer |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|02:54 pm] |
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| | calm | ] | So since I know myself personally and probably most of my friends who read this are too lazy to like click on another link to read something I decided to put my friend Casey's poem in my journal entry for everyone to read.
your eye's turn to midnight sighs on those day dreamy nights dreaming about those sleepless nights lit with that starry light remembering that smile that shown like a sourceless light into my minds eye now i lie awake filtered sun through the curtians this morning falls on an invisible face i breath words that only fall to the empty floor, as the sure as the sun will fall again i'll remember the star lit night and the sourceless light those sleepless nights
I hope everyone else thought it was as good as I did. Leave a comment on my page if you want cause I'm sure he'll read it but if you really like it you should leave HIM a comment on HIS livejournal. Go to hawkeyepierce 's journal and leave him some love. Thats all for now folks. LaTeRz! |
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| Ashlee Simpson- Pieces of me |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|02:52 am] |
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| | good | ] | On a Monday I am waiting Tuesday I am fading And By Wednesday I can’t sleep Then the phone rings I hear you And the darkness is a clear view I see you’ve come to rescue me
Fall, with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it lasts
It seems like I can finally Rest my head on something real I like the way that feels
It’s as if you know me better Than I ever knew myself I love how you can tell All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody and messy I get restless and it’s senseless And you never seem to care When I’m angry you listen When you’re happy it’s a mission And you won’t stop till I’m there
Fall, sometimes I fall so fast When I hit that bottom crash You’re all I have
It seems like I can finally Rest my head on something real I like the way that feels
It’s as if you know me better Than I ever knew myself I love how you can tell All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know? Everything I’m about to say Am I that obvious? And if it’s written on my face I hope it never goes away
On a Monday I am waiting By Tuesday I am fading Into your arms So I can breathe
It seems like I can finally Rest my head on something real I like the way that feels
It’s as if you know me better Than I ever knew myself I love how you can tell I love how you can tell I love how you can tell All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me |
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| WHAT THE FUCK?????? |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|12:20 am] |
kudd00: This is in regards to your journal entry written a day or so ago....... First of all, you're stupid... secondly....You know I'm not real sure where you get off with your information. But I'm pretty sure the guy you're talking about whom i happen to know OH SO VERY MUCH.. would not have sex with you. Thirdly, take this as you wish, but I'm pretty sure good ole boy could get it elsewhere without all the drama being caused in the process. Now in no way is this an invitation for you to get all suicidal or pycho (well thats obviously accomplished) but it may be wise to back the fuck off and stop making shit up. I dunno.. just an observation. And lastly.. good luck with all your future guys.. but why dont you cut this poor guy some slack.. half the shit never happened.
YEAH I LIED ABOUT EVERYTHING! FUCK YOU!!!!! |
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| Why?? |
[Jul. 9th, 2004|12:23 am] |
Why do I make promises to myself that I don't keep? I just hurt myself more when I break them. I told myself that I wasn't going to like anyone unless I knew they liked me. Well I thought someone flat out saying "I like you, I want you" meant that they liked me, guess I was wrong. So I fell for him. I'm stupid. And I also told myself that I wasn't going to have sex anymore unless I knew that something was going to happen between me and the guy and I had sex with him cause I thought things were going to happen. Stupid me again. It's not good when you cry or even think about smashing your car into a pole driving home. I'm mad at myself, extremelly mad. Why do I let myself get hurt???? By someone who doesn't deserve my tears, doesn't deserve to hurt me? I'm not angry at him, I'm angry at myself. Right now I hate myself. |
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| FINE BITCHES |
[May. 18th, 2004|04:53 pm] |
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| | Mc Frontalot-Special Delivery | ] | After being yelled at numerous times about not updating my journal and then I say I do and then I hear "WITH A REAL ENTRY" so I think its about time. Also I saw a new friend of mine Casey has a livejournal so I thought to myself hey don't I have one of those??? So here I am sitting at my computer, in my dorm room, rambling. Oh geez. Soooo hmmmm what to write about. Blah my life is still boring boring boring. Um I get out of school sometime in June. I have less than a month eek. My friend Julie is coming up the weekend and staying a night. I haven't seen her in FOREVER. I miss everyone back home lots. Specially my Sugar Butt (Rachel). I haven't seen her in like 2 months. I MISS YOU RACH-E-POO!!!
So in other news I'm really getting annoyed with people. I know I always get in trouble when I write bad about people in my journal but guess what??? I don't give a shit. Its my journal I'll write what I want in it. Its not like anyone reads this anymore anyways. So as I was saying my roomie Sarah is pissing me off. Don't get me wrong I love her, shes great but not when shes around Kyle, talking to Kyle, or you mention something about Kyle. Its like she once was Sarah, now shes only known as Kyle's girl friend. I understand that they are a new couple blah blah blah but that doesn't mean that their lives have to revolve around each other. Lately it seems like "what? were you talking to me? sorry I was talking to kyle". Like just today they come in and ask me if I wanted to watch the last Matrix (which we've talked about the fact that neither Sarah nor I have seen it yet about a million times) and I said YEAH! but I have to do some homework quick. They said ok and left the room. As I'm doing the homework that took a whole maybe 15 minutes I can hear them watching the GOD DAMN movie. I walk out there and say "Oh hey yeah thanks guys". Sarah actually I SWEAR TO GOD says "Oh what did you want to watch it?" and then she asks if I've seen it before. I swear nothing I've said to her when Kyle is around is important or anything I've said in the past. And this weekend I had made plans with her to stay here so we could party but NOOOOOOOOO a week later Kyle asks her to go down to Cincinnati and she forgets about our plans and goes to see him. When I asked her about it she said oh I forgot. Dude friends before boyfriends. But I guess that really doesn't matter anymore specially when I hear "I don't fucking care if Daina gets mad that I'm going to Cincy" real great. Or "Kyle is staying here Monday and Tuesday night" then later she asks me if its fine. She doesnt fucking care what I think. I want my friend back. Shes changed so much when they started dating. Shes not Sarah anymore, at least not the Sarah that cares about her friends. Yeah and I have heard/seen what is being said about me.
As I wait to get in trouble about that I'll talk about some other stuff. My friend Jessica has to get big time surgery on her knee next month. I feel real bad for her. She'll be on crutches for a long ass time which sucks cause we had plans to go dancing a whole bunch. She said we can still go to Steak n Shake as long as I'm ok being around a gimp which of course I am =)
OHHHHHHHH my friend Kayti is transferring to OSU main campus winter quarter!!!!! I can not wait!!! We'll only be like 45 minutes away from each other and we'll have all the same breaks and shit. Its going to be great.
Hmmm so the boy situation, not really looking for a relationship with anyone. I've been fucked over quite a few times since I've been at school to rumors being spread, friends stealing the guys I like, guys 'being' with me and then never talking to me again. Yeah its great. Guys who only talk to me when they are horny and hoping to get some. But there have been the occasional good guys that seriously do like me but relationships might not work cause of distance.
Alright well I'm done ranting for now. I'll try to write more often. Just yell at me if you see me on-line and tell me to update. Love ya all!!! |
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